I'll say this, all the people who think you can't do it makes you go into zone mode. When people are doubting you, it just makes you want to prove them wrong! And I can tell you I have a lot of doubters super charging my will-powers! ;)
Today was easy breezy. I am getting used to the routine. Hunger pangs have gone away and energy is high. I feel awesome. I feel light, bright, cheery, sweet, comfortable, clean, proud, accomplished, thin(ner) and just every emotion associated with happiness. Even though I know I can't do this forever because I am obsessed with food, I am genuinely enjoying our current phase of separation. I feel like I've been blinded by my true addiction to processed crap and am starting to see true colors flying in all directions. Especially working in a restaurant and watching other people and their helpless addictions to food. It's so fucked up. Why and how is processed food so desirable? Somehow my desire for funky food has diminished and that's how I am getting through this. I am listening to my body and ignoring my mind. My body is busy working hard and is surprisingly not hungry.
Juice Power!
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